I’ve never really decided on coming out to my parents ever. Like everyone else the thought of rejection from family is what scares me. My parents never really showed much sign of homophobia. The closest thing they expressed was slight teases about finding a girl for my gay uncle. There were more signs of them accepting the fact people are born how they are as much as they can for their generation and background. My parents have been asking if I was gay based off “rumors” told by family or accidentally seeing pictures of my bf and I quickly try to avert it by jokingly saying yes to make them believe I wasn’t ( which at this point I’m surprised at how well it actually works.) Idk now it’s become so frequent I want to but I can’t even muster up the courage just at the fact I could be disowned. Being the only one of my siblings who can “traditionally” pass on my last name makes it hard. I also right now can’t take care of myself if I were to be disowned and kicked out is just more of something that is in the way as well. Idk breh. Mixed feelings about wanting to tell them and not is just so…frustrating.
